How come
somebody like you
is used to that,
I can’t help but
want to do
something about it.

Oh how everything about you
makes me want to kiss you
as if I thought
you always wanted me to do it.

And the ship drifted,
drifted through the water
at night.
He woke up and
it wasn’t moving.
He looked for his friends
and woke them
and they walked in the dark
together.

“Have you been sitting there all day?” “Yeah.”

I feel so empty,
I feel so lonely,
nothing I can do.
I can’t touch things,
I can’t go anywhere,
I can’t even talk most of the time.
I see myself,
it’s such a sorry sight
and say sorry to me again.
My brother is my only friend
and he’s sleeping now.
I cannot read,
I can’t play video games,
I cannot watch most of the movies on the TV.
The only thing I could do now is use the internet
but there’s no connection now.
I’m so tired of living like this,
I can’t lean on the wall,
I can’t lean on anything.
So I just sit in a chair
and just stay there.
I see myself,
it’s such a waste
and say sorry to me again.
I feel so lost,
I feel so bored,
nothing I can do.
I cannot sleep
and when I do
there are these awful dreams
that pick on me and ruin my day
before it starts.

I still love you and don’t know what to do.

Reminiscence

I was alone,
my aunt had asked me to buy a soda,
I went to a store that wasn’t the nearest.
When I saw her there
I was so overwhelmed by the happening.
My heart seemed to stop for a little bit.
Everything became so quiet
and I was hypnotized by her blue staring eyes.
When I headed back to my house
everything seemed to gradually recover its level of sound.
I wanted to get her into my life
and my life was a mess.

“There’s a ladder outside.”

I feel lonely

I feel lonely
and don’t know what is going to happen,
to think I don’t belong in this place,
that feeling came back again.
I had friends once,
it hurt me how they were
and I told them to leave,
but even if they were here
I’d feel lonely.

There are cool people but there’s no one here.

I feel lonely,
it sometimes gives me the creeps,
I’m scared that things
wont stop being this way.
When I saw you
I felt I was in a correct place
and I loved you,
I don’t know if that’s what love is,
but I love you.

I feel lonely.

A story

He couldn’t handle having the hots that night,
he talked to some like minded girl in a chat,
he was hoping he would go through it feeling nice
somehow.

So as things started to decay,
he tried not to think much,
she said “my, boy, you’re nasty”,
he said “I feel nasty”
and didn’t smile.

Enlightenment

He woke up, day was gradually illuminating the room,
looked at her, she was sleeping,
and he smiled because he always knew,
that everyone was wrong,
and he wasn’t an untrue boy,
and she wasn’t a mean girl,
and they were two people
who casually were a girl and a boy.